Its Sunday. But since ysterday(sat) i haven't stopped thinking about Monday which is tomorrow. I will begin a new chapter in my life tomorrow. But I am afraid. Afraid of the unknown. I keep seeing the Manager's face. THe first interview that they gave me really hard time. Then i got a call from an ex col who told me 10 years ago , that was where he worked?? ARRGGGH WHy didn't he tell me earlier??? I dont' know lah. Doesnt' have a good vibe about tomorrow. But i have to try! Coz i need to at least get some money first before I decide what i want to do.
But since yesterday, I have already decided that I want to Leave this LINE of work! WHY coz its just a crazy uninteresting Field of work. After 8 years in this.... and not liking and forcing myself to wake up each morning and drag myself to work, I think I have to seriously consider another profession. With another Profession would mean a huge pay cut too. But will that compensate the happiness...?
One biggest fear of mine is that I might be able to do the job! Sigh. ANother thing is financial industry wor... cannot YAHOO msg and access YAHOO email leh.. DIE DIE.....
Hopefully that story ain't true.....
Pray pray pray .. and tmorrow need to find parking sommore.. sigh.
Don't want to work late and now have to work late during month end.. what the SHIT!
1 comment:
Don't be so negative lar. You have not even started your *new* life and you already have a negative mind set. Remember, being positive will make things much better ;)
BTW, I learned today that you can send email to an account eg mystic_grey.[something you choose]@blogger.com and it will auto publish your thoughts into your blog. Really cool. These can be set in your blog preferences...
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